I’m not a girl, yet not a woman.I’m not old, yet not young, for I’ ve been here for about twenty-two years.Everyone calls me a ‘tokyo rose’ girl,but I’m not happy at all.It’s true that I have achieved many success at tokyo hotel, but I am still cry,cry, crying at a time in deep evenings. If there’s nothing missing in my life, then why do the tears come at night?Lucky goddess is fair to everybody,cos if you get pay in one place called tokyo rose hotel,you’ll miss the other in another place.That’s why I am not happy.I spent most time doing my work—-reading professional books, listening the tokyo-hot tapes and writing down the sentence following the tape.I live so tired.I even can’t spare time to make new tokyo friends—-especially extraordinary boys who’ll probably make up with the other soul of mine some day in the future.I’ve been lonely for so long, I just can’t get out to take part in paties at tokyo rose hotel,’cos the target I’ve made—-one day I can go abroad to see a bigger world.I’ve been living with the dream for tokyo rose place.The more you get, the more you lost.It’s true! Competition is not a bad thing, somehow.
I’ve been living with a shardow over head, and no one knows.

Do Misa Yosano know Tokyo hotel?If she still believe,she can not see it because it is a place where specail persons will see.Of course,it is a nice,quite and peaceful place where full of follows fragrance,birds singing, and angel smiling.Last week,Misa Yosano went to this place.At least,I believe she went to this place.Misa Yosano must have seen the beautiful scene and of course,the final place.

I still remember the ending of No.n0290 Tokyo Hot movie called“The final Tokyo hotel”:Little Misa was crying because her mother go far away and left her alone.she thought she can not see her any more.At that time,mr smith hugged her and told her“If u believe,just believe,your mother will appear in every page of your book(because little Misa like writing stories).So don’t cry,just by believing.” (more…)