Something about Ugly Betty season3 episode05

Posted by Yuka as Movies

Just several mins ago, I finished Ugly Betty season3 episode05 which partly talked about a story between an ugly but kind girl, Betty, and a beautiful but mean girl, kimmie. It brings me a nostalgia for the years when I was a student under 18 years old. Just like Betty, for a long time, I’ve been lonely and lived in a shadow. I didn’t know why they hated me that much.

When I was in my kindergarden, everyone bullied me. It seemed they had family feuds with me or we are kind of different factions. Maybe I act different at that time. For most classmates in my kindergarden, I never saw them till I had access to the little school though we are from a same place. Therefore, I presume I was like an intruder under such circumstances. Or maybe people naturally are born hostile to each other. And in this way, before they become the aims of the presumed enemies, they are eager to pick out one to be the poor sheep as to avoid the horrible attentions. OMG, is it true? I was the pathetic prey. Somehow, when I thought this, I felt my heart bleeding and tears flowing. Who should be responsible for my chilly childhood? No one. That’s why I keep so long and still cannot forget. Few people are able to be with me. It’s just like an old scar which symbols weakness. But, as a result, now I like chilly days and sort of I quite enjoy the lonliness. Funny, ha?