All these days in Havit

Posted by Yuka as Hot Cities

Friday now , it is the fifth day of my new job , try to find something to do .
1. monday and Tuesday. Finish the the artical of how to open the new market .read a lot of articles for the subjects on the website ,and finish the subject on time ,it is not deep enough , but teach me how to research the information which i need ,.offer me some confindence .
2. Wednesday : try to read some spec about the main new production to get a comprehensive realize about all the products
3. Thursday : try to settle some useful information for speaker and make a record about them ,
4. Friday : try to know the wrok state of our department to get a whole image about the steps of our work ,

All these days , i try to make myself to be a member of the sales department ,although there is some difficulty for me to feel easy in this colony ,i am stick on to do such things ,

All these days ,i try to get familar with the work scope of each memeber of our department and try to get a concept about my work , knowing the company and understanding all of our colleagues need me more time and more patience ,and maybe it is more diffcult than my work ,so i need to keep on this

All these days i kept on thinking one question ” how to be stick on yourself while you have to change yourself to adapt to a complete different colony” ,no satisfied answer turned out to me ,,
But , in my deep heart , I know i need more courage ,more confidence ,more elastic and more concept of striving for my own right , i should keep it in mind that i just come here to make my dream realize not to sarisfy others ,and i need to understand that “no one can gain the affaction of all ” forgive my shortcomings ,and try to be happy everyday .

All these days , I saw the deficiency of mine .i need to bare such though in my mind that all the people in this big city are care more about themselves .(indifferent) so i need to feel nothing painful while others treat me badly and always do not require too much from others,since everyone is more smart than me , i need to think more before action and worlds .

All in all, this new job brings me more challange and more bitterness,.which make me have to face all the diffculies which has been disgarded in the past. This time i will not escape but try to face all of them i belive where there is a will there is way , try to stick on .

Forget someone ,forget some cource of mine , i need to change myself to adapt to the hard world and hard life ,more releastic .